I am feeling a bit sad today, I started thinking about my loved ones who are no longer with me. 2003 - 2007 I lost my Mother after a 16 year bout with leukemia 11-12-2003, then I lost my brother in law/wonderful friend Steve Martin to again, cancer and as if that wasn't enough on February 21st 2007 my brother was killed tragically working for my brother in law in a ditch where NO safety precautions - ALL OSHA laws were violated! After his death my sister and her husband refused to take any responsibility for their negligence in his death, told lies to authorities, kicked his wife out of what should have been her home after killing her husband. Anyway, from that you can see that our family is divided now only because of the lies that were told that resulted in pain and suffering for others. They never did apologize to anyone for what they had knowingly done, in fact they were pointing fingers and blaming everyone else. I know I should but it is hard to forgive with all things considered. Maybe someday... The first picture is Steve & Dena, my brother in law and his wife Dena at a Christmas gathering in 2005. The second photo is my strong brother John and my lovely Mother at a Christmas gathering at Mom & Dad's house! I miss all of you so much, Love you, Happy Holidays!
Went to the lake house again this past weekend. It was beautiful but cold so we got lots of R&R. We are going to spend Christmas at the lake with my Dad & Joan, I think that will be nice. Maybe light a fire, sip some lite eggnog, watch movies and eat lightly! It will be good for Dad especially, he has really been struggling emotionally after losing Mother and then my brother his last son. Anyway we will have some fun for the holiday.
I did make some new peanut butter protein balls and dip them in SF chocolate! They were delicious, I won't be making them dipped in SF chocolate for a long time, without the chocolate is okay but the chocolate just is too tempting! So I will be more careful. I didn't go totally crazy but I did have to have one like everyday. Later, Debbie aka Blubird29
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